Alignment

Go in each new week with a new perspective. If it hasn’t worked out you know that grand plan that you have been working on, don’t stress yourself. Do something else which is in the same line. Don’t be too hard on yourself because at times we tend to do that especially when things don’t go as we had hoped for. If it works out well and good but if not let it go, work on a new dream. 

Promise yourself to give it your all and if it doesn’t pay off atleast you tried so don’t feel as though you are quitting on what you wanted. It will work out all on its on the minute you let it be. I believe that is what we all need a break from I have to get it to you know what, I gave it my best shot.

There is a difference between giving up and finding another way to getting or rather achieving the desired results. Just because A is the first letter in the alphabet doesn’t necessarily mean it always has to play out. Don’t be like everyone else, be unique. To be a legend you have to be outstanding. Going about things in your life in the ‘A’ angle will only get you ‘A’verage results.

So for now this week I urge you to allow things align themselves. It is amazing how things work out when you do nothing at all.

Thirst day thought

goodness if only I was older...yes that is how I like my men mature with a twist of bullshit that only I know of...I like them naturally handsome(Dark/chocolate) a man whose looks command respect.am not asking you to be either all I am asking is if you are looking for a good time hit the clubs & get yourself a good time coz I don't get down like that ...the remark you women are all the same has never sat well with me so yes I will literally kick your ass & adjust your ego...know what you want then go for it. I am not the jealous type so if you think by trying to hook/ hit on another will work the charm, go back to the drawing board coz you just lost my respect.No i don't play hard to get am just the kind that if I have no interest whatsoever in you I have no intention to lead you on. Don't buy me flowers nor teddy bears, what I want is priceless & cant be bought your heart & attention not forgetting affection. Don't pat me on the shoulders as if am one of the boiz or your hommie jeez! so is there such a man on my list of friends that feels like I have been unfair or have never noticed him? 

In conclusion they think rather say if am not obvious they assume am too uptight like give me a reason to let loose & I will return the favor.See,I hear you loud & clear like some guy had the nerve to ask if am into guys? or is it coz am into cars... hey I ain't asking nobody to buy me any of that ... That is why I work to get my own like yes am old fashioned I will never approach a man irrespective of where it's btwn them & dogs  thanks but no thanks. Growing up as a tomboy like instead of playing with dolls I was busy climbing trees & wrestling with my bros so waiting for me to ask or beg for credit/ expecting him to make my hair goodness that is total bullshit! Everything I have I have gotten a job for & earned so be sure I will buy anything & everything I damn well please. So forgive me if am not sponsored. I don't need to move out to look independent like while at home I still help pay the bills & no I don't go clubbing not coz am not cool enough but coz I have other things to do with my money like invest. Been there done that I have had fun not that am done having it but my priorities have changed.

I know what I can offer so am not willing to settle for less so if that makes me shallow or a dreamer don't let the door hit you on your way out of my life. I am so proud of the lady I have become & if anyone has a problem let them take it up with God. Am simply asking that what am also willing to offer now is that too much to ask surely!

My Sunday Thought

Sustaining faith is when God takes you through the fire but makes you fire proof burning out the barriers holding you back....sometimes God will not remove the obstacles coz he wants to magnify himself through you like Daniel you will be dragged down in the lions den to prove a point to your enemies that he is Jehovah & in control....get your faith back

The hardest thing is being told to hold on when you have every right to let go ...to wait when you just want to move on.....to hope when all is lost....to pray when you want to scream it off.....be strong when you really just want to break down.....yet somehow underneath it all you find the courage to pick yourself up,fix the pieces together& use the portrait as motivation to fight harder than before & when the time is right you find yourself better, stronger,happier then you know its time to get rid of the portrait...not because you are tired of the constant reminder of what did not work out but coz you simply learnt & no longer need to take the past with you....change is scary but definitely better than before so in away its a good thing

Dear God,please break me until all my pride & ego don't get the best of me when the time comes for you to bless me generously...least I forget my past & where I came from allowing the immediate go to my head that am better than everyone else while in real sense am a nobody.Grant me friends who will snap if not slap me me back to reality the minute I change my ridiculously awesome personality & character to become someone I always detested ever since childhood.Send me angels to watch over me & may your right hand never cease to guide me & correct me whenever I stray or the world overwhelms me.I pray that everytime I fall that I may land on my knees where I can praise you in my moments of pain, anger & desperation for you to replace them with love, understanding & peace.This I humbly ask in you holy name,Amen.

There is always something to be thankful for even in the midst of pain,fear and tears.