Thirst day thought

goodness if only I was older...yes that is how I like my men mature with a twist of bullshit that only I know of...I like them naturally handsome(Dark/chocolate) a man whose looks command respect.am not asking you to be either all I am asking is if you are looking for a good time hit the clubs & get yourself a good time coz I don't get down like that ...the remark you women are all the same has never sat well with me so yes I will literally kick your ass & adjust your ego...know what you want then go for it. I am not the jealous type so if you think by trying to hook/ hit on another will work the charm, go back to the drawing board coz you just lost my respect.No i don't play hard to get am just the kind that if I have no interest whatsoever in you I have no intention to lead you on. Don't buy me flowers nor teddy bears, what I want is priceless & cant be bought your heart & attention not forgetting affection. Don't pat me on the shoulders as if am one of the boiz or your hommie jeez! so is there such a man on my list of friends that feels like I have been unfair or have never noticed him? 

In conclusion they think rather say if am not obvious they assume am too uptight like give me a reason to let loose & I will return the favor.See,I hear you loud & clear like some guy had the nerve to ask if am into guys? or is it coz am into cars... hey I ain't asking nobody to buy me any of that ... That is why I work to get my own like yes am old fashioned I will never approach a man irrespective of where it's btwn them & dogs  thanks but no thanks. Growing up as a tomboy like instead of playing with dolls I was busy climbing trees & wrestling with my bros so waiting for me to ask or beg for credit/ expecting him to make my hair goodness that is total bullshit! Everything I have I have gotten a job for & earned so be sure I will buy anything & everything I damn well please. So forgive me if am not sponsored. I don't need to move out to look independent like while at home I still help pay the bills & no I don't go clubbing not coz am not cool enough but coz I have other things to do with my money like invest. Been there done that I have had fun not that am done having it but my priorities have changed.

I know what I can offer so am not willing to settle for less so if that makes me shallow or a dreamer don't let the door hit you on your way out of my life. I am so proud of the lady I have become & if anyone has a problem let them take it up with God. Am simply asking that what am also willing to offer now is that too much to ask surely!